I can hear the embers flicker behind me
As it echoes throughout an empty void. It was a world where commerce used to flourish; Where adventurers would scurry onto their next journey In hopes of finding the right body parts needed to craft their desired plate of armor. Time here is now stagnant, Awaiting for a master reset As the gods continue to fix a world That may only remain broken. This wasn't the best world, But the people here nourished it to life. It holds the memories I had as a child; Memories as a developing teenager. This world also took away the pieces of my loneliness; Took away the haunting thoughts of the world around me. And now, This world and I sit alone Awaiting for Game over.
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I am only there when convenient;
I am only there to make things convenient. I am only supposed to act a certain way; I am only able to speak a certain way. I am only spoken to when necessary; I am only able to speak when you let me. I am only your friend when I'm emotionally stable enough for you; I am only visible when I have what you need. I am only in the background; I am only a ghost. But, wasn't I more than this? I was always left with crumbs
Or an empty plate. I've been reminded;
On this journey towards the light, I still walk alone. The heat -
Is it rising from the change in seasons Or from the fluctuations of my reminiscing heartbeat? My memories of you will last a lifetime. Although, These will be memories of who I thought you were. Memories of our summer of volleyball Memories of the dance Memories of our dance And the sound of crickets While I confessed my feelings for you again That autumn night Now counting the years - 9 10 11 The years will continue, But a part of my heart still holds the hands that would never belong to me. I appreciate all the moments we shared in the past, Even if you don't exist in my future And even if those hands begin to fade with Time. It's Fate's decision, now. But, Thnks fr th Mmrs. 悲しいね? |
AuthorMy name is Alexander Fang. I'm a college student studying Pharmaceutical Chemistry at University of California, Davis. This site is an amalgamation of my thoughts, dreams, and the reality I live in. It will consist of my writing, mostly. Archives
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