It's quite unfortunate that things have to be this way.
What I wanted was someone who would love me for me. But as time went on, I started to stray from that path, and began molding myself into someone that you would find attractive. I know now that how ever I molded myself, I would never be good enough for you. Currently, this is true because I can see how insecure you are about yourself. I miss the idea of who I thought you were. I miss the idea that you loved me and cared about me. These ideas disregarded all the bad things I noticed from the beginning. Now that I've rendered this barrier away, I can see you for who you are. Now, it's time for me to break away from the chains I've latched onto myself.
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In the solace of our own thoughts, we constantly sit in fear wondering if the invisible eyes on the wall would ever leave the sight of our souls. We walk - disturbed and awakened by our own fears of isolation. As if our sorrows weren't enough for our sanity; voices of empty silence keeps us going in a zombie-like form. We vision our story, but it's only a story fabricated by the voices around us. We struggle to pace ourselves with no direction in mind, only to seek a quick, but endless journey.
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AuthorMy name is Alexander Fang. I'm a college student studying Pharmaceutical Chemistry at University of California, Davis. This site is an amalgamation of my thoughts, dreams, and the reality I live in. It will consist of my writing, mostly. ArchivesCategories |